It hurts so much
To be left alone
Sometimes I feel
Like there's nothing to live for

I am alone
In a crowd
By myself

I feel the feelings
Of those around me
Happy, sad
Hate, love

I sink deeper and deeper
Into my dispare
The night is my refuge
My haven from the world

I cry
Nobody hears me
I scream
Nobody listens

I am alone
And will be
Forever.

~Ayresta 16/02/1998~